I must say its been a busy past few days. I have found it funny how fast the time can go when you least expect it. A few times I have felt like I was a chicken with its head cut off because I really wasn't ready for all that I still had to get done in my normal life. That's one thing I have learned since going through Chemo, even though you are sick, doesn't mean your work load shrinks. There is always something that needs to get done. I guess the trick is to know how to balance everything and keep organized. I'm still learning how to juggle work, with doctor appointments, with resting, and with keeping up with family and friends. Its still all a learning experience.
A few times I have felt pretty down over the past few days because one aspect of my life would become overwhelmed and I would get stressed out. Sometimes I can get into a tunneled vision and get really stressed out, but I know all I need to do is take a step back and re-evaluate the situation. I must admit though sometimes its hard, especially when you're in that stressful moment.
As far as how I have been feeling the past two days, I would say tired. Especially today for some reason I feel very tired. I am still having a difficult time sleeping through the night. It seems as if I wake up several times during the night because I'm either uncomfortable or I have to use the restroom. Then this morning I woke up at 5am and just couldn't fall back to sleep, which I'm sure you would agree with me is very annoying. I also still have a pretty bad headache everyday and my eyes are constantly aching. But there is some good news!! My stomach is finally beginning to go down a little, since I was so bloated. Plus, I have started to use the restroom (number 2) a little bit (sorry if that was too much info, but I'm just being honest). Right before my first Chemo treatment, doctors found two ulcers in my stomach, and now I think the medicine is beginning to work.
I'm also excited to say that tonight and tomorrow I am going to be working on a story about the "Look Good, Feel Better" class in Sioux Falls. I went to the class yesterday and met some amazing women. I'm really excited to share their stories, as well as my experience in the class. I had a great time learning how to look and feel good about myself, while getting in a good chuckle. And then sharing that chuckle with my sisters over web cam!! So make sure to stay tuned!!
Once again, I need to say thank you to everyone for your love and support. I have been blown away by the compassion and understanding I have seen from so many people.
Thank You!!!
Danielle
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Keep at it! Yay for #2's lol
ReplyDeleteThinking of all you guys! And also make sure you dont get a beagle/weiner dog mix. Haha Love you all, Quillings xoxo
ReplyDeleteHappy to hear that you are feeling a bit better instead of worse. Wait until the mountains of paperwork start flooding your mailbox!! (insurance claims, statements etc) It's a full-time job keeping on top of it all trying to make sure it's processed and paid correctly. On the bright side it's another avenue to keep your mind busy and sharp. Blessings...
ReplyDeleteholla at the webcam shout out!!! haha
ReplyDeletedanielle i am so proud of yo. honestly you are amazing.
and the healthcare issue is becoming my own personal project. i am doing alot of research and trying to figure out what will work for my beliefs. so i will prob call you and ask you some questions soon
Enjoy the peacefulness and things that empower you. Cut loose all stressors. There are few times in life when you must focus on yourself first - and this is one of those times! I know you'll be fine. Just keep taking care of number 1 (and number 2 I guess:))
ReplyDeleteDanielle, I just wanted to give you a note on you eyes. I have rheumatoid arthritis and had 2 rounds of rituxan (sp?) in January. (nothing near your doses). That comes with the steroids prior to the drug as you had. It is possible that your eyes hurt due to the steroids. They make you face a little puffy and pressure on your eyes. When my sister went through chemo (with breast ca)she had achy eyes as well. I got her a little gel eye pad that looks like a sleep mask. You put it in the freezer and when it is nice and cold just lay it over your eyes for a while and it should give you some relief. I don't remember where I purchased that, but I will find one and let you know. this could be a time for you just to lay back with your eyes closed and comfortable and relax for a few minutes. You are such an amazing lady, you have touched my heart and I am following you blog everyday! Please say hello to your folks. Sincerely
ReplyDeleteChris Moss McLaughlin
Danielle,
ReplyDeleteThe time that we spent together in High School was brief, but something that I will never forget is how your actions were never encumbered by the omnipotent influence of society and our peers. To an innocent mind in an unknown environment, you will never realize how inspiring your pervasive personality was. Now afoot what is doubtless the greatest endeavor of your life, the optimism that you radiate in the face of adversity is no less exalting. As evidence to this assertion, I am once again amazed to see how many prayers and blessings you have received from people who have never had the pleasure of meeting you. The world needs more people like you, so get well fast!
Dan